Sad Feeling....

"Try as I might to be a good friend
Though in the end I have always failed.."

I used to write poems before. But I dont keep them. The above phrase was from one of my poems that I wrote when I was in college, but I totally forgot the rest of it. It was written when I feel a bit depressed because my roomate prefer to spend her time with another friend. hahaha... childish behaviour, all of us were.

Somehow today I have that same 'hollow feeling' all over again. (Hollow feeling - a phrase mentioned by a fellow blogger to descricbe a feeling). I don't know why, and I don't know how. Maybe its just the vibes. Well, maybe I'll try and finish the phrase again, differently.

Try as I might to be a good friend
Though in the end, I'll keep on trying
I know it might be never ending
I know there's no use of crying

Try as I might to be a good friend
I'm not sure if its worth trying
All I ask for is some understanding
All I ask for is some honest feeling

Try as I might to be a good friend
Try as I might till the end of time
Since my friendship is not what she seek for
Since my company is not what she wish for
Since me as a friend she doesnt have value for
I may one day, be a friend no more



Sorry if this post is actually not suitable for this blog, but this is My Blog, so I can write all that I want.

Edited: July 9th, 2008 for spelling mistakes..(urghhh..)
And to add: "Its my party, and I'd cry if I want to......." hehehe. (an exerpt from an old song I can't remember the name of the song nor the singer)

Well the mood's over. I'm back! Same ol' happy me! Yaay.... and also many thanks to Lee, too!

Plagiarized Poems

Ini citer lame, tapi i baru terjumpa dalam satu forum, nak tergelak habis. I copy kat sini.

Natasharism lagu nyanyian Nordin Ahmad
(xtau lirik sape tulis)
Harvesting paddy between ripe
tommorow dont pale pale
peeping us between see
tomorrow dont missing missing

The link is HERE. Well, I don't want to be accused of plagiarism myself...hehehehe..!

Untranslated version
Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
......dadadada.. tak ingat dah....
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan.